South of Nowhere
I just watched all three seasons of South of Nowhere in two days. It was my first time watching, and now I’m actually ashamed of ever calling myself a lesbian without having watched SoN - it’s like never having watched The L Word!
I’m so in love with Spashley and it hurts so much. Why is there no more seasons? No more episodes to watch? Right now I’m just empty. My shipper heart is broken, my body empty, and I am already seriously considering a rewatch.
The sad thing is that Spashley reminds me of how lonely I am when it comes to dating, and it just sets the bar so high for what I am searching for in a relationship. I’m worried I am never going to find something like that!
And I have to say: What the fuck happened with Aiden and Ashley? What was that? To me it was the most painful and wrong thing through all seasons. To me it was worse than Clay dying. I know that Ashley never really admitted to being a lesbian, but going back to Aidan? That was so wrong. It really hurt…. most of all because it scared me how much I can relate to it.
It’s not like I’m questioning my own sexuality, it just reminded me of this guy that kind of took my “Golden Star”.
